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Clandestine

2005

Tonight I returned to Le Colonial.
The last time I had dinner in Le Colonial was with my fiancée Elayne K., who passed away in 2005.
Over spring rolls a friend and I discussed the consequences of a clandestine life.
We both believe that a clandestine life might be the best life.


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In that case it is probably the best not to name it at all.
Clandestine
Please define "a clandestine life" for us. Who is the enemy? Everybody else? Your imagined other life? Public opinion? Please make sense! Or is common sense the evildoer?
Jos
If you don’t have time to consult your dictionary I’m more than willing to help you.
Clandestine - adjective
kept secret or done secretively, esp. because illicit : she deserved better than these clandestine meetings. See note at secret.

As to enemies, there is a saying: treat your friends as if they will become your enemies.
of dictionaries and friends
thnx, but dictionaries don't help here. Again: why this secrecy? I'm not sure there is a place to hide, really. We live in a collective dream/nightmare, so even when you're on your own, the folly is there.
Mr. Baijens
Do you want to know a secret?
I am Arnon's future mother in law. I'm checking him out. But what makes things really complicated is that I'm also his ghostwriter. But psst, please don't tell anyone.
Mieke, what did arnon (as a kid) wanna be when he grew up?
XX
At the age of sixteen or younger?
What he always wanted to be. A winner.
XX
Or should I say : survivor.
Mr. Baijens,
I'm so paranoid about the internet, that I'm even (more or less) clandestine on this blog.
Mieke, why are you being so vague about it? why the secrecy? i just don't see. i don't understand.
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x x
You changed your name again. why?
Ik heb een paar héél rare mails naar arnon gestuurd. En meer wil ik daar liever niét over kwijt .
x x, why are you being so vague about it? why the secrecy? i just don't see. i don't understand.
x x
Hou je me op de hoogte tegen de tijd je er meer over kwijt kan?
Mag ook in gebarentaal ;)
Common knowledge
XX it is common knowledge Arnon wanted to be an actor when growing up; there is some astonishing footage of him with dutch comedian Paul de Leeuw, talking about this subject.
Maybe there is a common link between all good writers in the Netherlands; they failed in what they so badly wanted to become.
Grunberg an actor, Mulisch a scientist (4 example).