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In the last issue of the New York Review of Books Edmund White reviews “The Pregnant Widow” by Martin Amis.
I used to be skeptical about Martin Amis, but Edmund White’s lyrical review convinced me to buy “The Pregnant Widow”: “But Amis has no single theory about age. It’s much too interesting (and neglected) an experience to sum up once and for all. Here’s an observation about it: ‘As the fiftieth birthday approaches, you get the sense that your life is thinning out, and will continue to thin out, until it thins out into nothing. And you sometimes say to yourself: That went a bit quick. That went a bit quick. In certain moods, you may want to put it rather more forcefully. As in: OY!! THAT went a BIT FUCKING QUICK!!!… Then fifty comes and goes, and fifty-one, and fifty-two. And life thickens out again. Because there is now an enormous and unsuspected presence within your being, like an undiscovered continent. This is the past.’ Over the years Amis has learned how to notate a superbly comic speaking voice; getting it down on paper is comparable to a good composer’s skill in scoring heteroclite sounds never before made by concert instruments. That in this passage a solemn tone brackets a middle section of Borscht Belt humor illustrates perfectly Amis’s mastery of the sudden shifts in register that are the peculiar genius of English prose—nearly impossible to translate into Romance languages, for instance.”

The thinning out of life is an endless theme.


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How comes that my life is thickening in?
He seems to be influenced by American Comics. Here, writers often use capitalisation or bold lettering to emphasize a certain word just to make it sound more colloquial.
Arnon
You are not near your fiftieth birthday yet, brat. Start a family first, return to be a pious, orthodox Jew and then you may start talking.
@AG
yeah, it is an endless theme... on your boekshelfs

@Mieke
don't you think that AG is going on holiday with 'A' Family, just to make sure that 'a marriege wirh children' is absolutely not an option?
Karol
Is it thickening in, Karol?
Iz
Arnon is great with his godson. If he wishes to become a father- who knows-, he has my blessing.( not that he needs it). Some extra experience, this summer, can come handy.
@Mieke
i do not doubt that Ag is a good godfather, that's the whole luxury of being a godparent...he probably didn't have to change boys pampers or teach him how to use the bathroom or remove a bloody bloodsucker; a tick out of the boys flesh.
and you are not forgetting that it usually takes two...don't you?
i do wonder what kind of people want to go on holiday with such a sharp writer like Ag and propose a threesome. Fierce and agy and in a way honest i guess;) with kids
Iz
Arnon formed a kind of family with his godson and the mother at the time of birth. So I think Arnon did change diapers at that time.
Who wants to go on holyday with such a polemic writer like Arnon?
I've just finished reading his essay about extasy. His conclusion that "we incorporated one aspect of extasy: wherever we go or stand, the yearning for an audience never leaves us" can explain this phenomenon.
Time is subjective Arnon
You forgot to mention that time is subjective in the sence that when you look back it all looks like "that went fast" but when you look forward it's a different story. In general lines, from there on we can add other subjective things like.....the importance of the event etc.

Greetings,
Milan (reading Tirza now, good book sofar!!)
No comment today
Reading "Kamermeisjes & soldaten" (Inhoud en inleiding till now)
after having read "The Grunberg Bible"

Greetings too ...
@Mieke
you know what i think? Arnon Grunberg might try a 30 days in solitude when he will turn fifty, other in a cave in Canada or somewhere in Nepal
Arnon
Yes, it is. At least I think it is. What I want to say is that there is far more depht and importance now than before and so many opportunities, apart from the fact of course that indeed some things in my live are thinning out, but they really are no nuisance to me. And I am only two years younger than Mr. Amis.
Milan
I’m not sure if the passing of time is the same as the sensation of being old.
As to things being subjective: everything is subjective. Or nothing.
Karol
Perhaps you should meet Mr. Amis.
Subjectiveness
I see. Well the passing of time is i think an objective measurement and it counts the aging/getting old. But the way you experience time with your brain/memory system is a subjective manner: you will block certain events for a long time and remember others like yesterday. This is true for daily time: doing something you dislike seems to take ages while time flies when having fun. But also for longer periods I believe. Maybe the selective blocking out (for ''survival'') stops after fifty or so, you see not much use to this anymore , doing totally your own thing and not wondering what others will think about it? Wanting to make up for lost time or using all the time that’s left becomes more important? Getting even more old lots of people get back into certain child-behaviour patterns;) Anyways, the book of Amis sounds interesting on this subject.
Time
And a good moment to contemplate about physics (time and space)
The speed of thoughts?
http://www.costellospaceart.com/html/time_and_the_speed_of_light.html
Bernard
The speed of thought? I'am a slow thinker, worse, I am a sloppy thinker.
@Mieke
You are in quite a shape these days (so familiar - sometimes I am too).
Warp 7 ?
Bernard
Well, I comfort myself with the thought that all good philosophy starts with the insight "I'm dumb".
Aging
The objective aging is what happened too you while you where making other plans;)