2010/08/06 Amsterdam
Emptiness
Tomorrow
Tomorrow my mother is leaving the hospital, inshallah.
She is going home.
I have problems imagining a life without going to the hospital every afternoon.
I said to a friend: “My life without hospitals is nothing but emptiness.”
(One of the commenters on this site sent my mother a drawing. The drawing is hanging on the wall in her room, but I’m afraid that she is only moderately enthusiastic about the artwork.)
9 comments
Maybe next summer be a clini clown for a month?
I thought these caracters were crap, but i met one who is tragicly funny, or to make it more tragic: was.
Warfare
People also feel more alive during warfare, its all psychology of cource.
I should probably say farewell to Langenboom today, otherwise tomorrow morning - since our hosts will be at home tomorrow afternoon but I rather not shake hands.
Amsterdam is awaiting, which makes one feel sad. To go home is like dying in a way - metaphysically I mean.
I wished your mother has not passed away today.
That means there is space for improvement.
@ Careca
LOL :D
This makes me a bit sad and happy at the same time.
Today my old mother agreed on taking me to Ravenstein's train station in the afternoon. (Seem to have a free ticket).
We took a box and empty bottles along with us - good for good luck maybe, but poured the bottles down in an even larger box called "Glasbak". I faked a flashback.
Now I am on my way to Utrecht - in a train, and my french neighbor is taking notes.
The overall color outside is a dull green like the color of my own eyes, and hence I see nothing indeed looking at myself.
Back in a brick stone called Pericles (yes the orator) on a piece of stolen land called KNSM - Isle - one finds a note by some guy Peter announcing that he, Peter, wishes to stay the night a couple of times more.
Fine.
Although certain people keep on pretending I was born in Blankenesse, Germany - I myself bloody well phantom where: In "Oost" at some fucking hospital. Then I was taken to a Canaletto Jona. Then flown to Merin.
In Shallah!!
Arnon
Inshallah, does this mean your religious?
Although you will indeed have to live with a serious lack of nurses, polished linoleum and stethoscopes, you might want to consider visiting your mother at home.
That should fill up part of your 'empty' afternoons...